Perspectives

Perspectives are an interesting thing. Each person has one, and it usually differs from that of another person. This is definitely a lesson I'm learning, as well as many others (Lessons).

I had an interview this morning. It was my second interview at WATCH Resources, Inc. I had a trial work day last Friday and it went very well. I loved it! Each one of the consumers that I worked with stole just a little piece of my heart. I didn't want the day to end, and when it did, I didn't want to leave. But the interview this morning was tough. I didn't think I did very well, and didn't feel too great about it when it was over.

And that's where this whole thing about perspectives comes into play. They set up another trial work day on Monday for me to work at their other location to see how I fit with it and it with me. They wouldn't have done that if they didn't think the interview went well. Luckily, our perspectives didn't match.

I'm very relieved, because I really want this job. With it, each day is going to have its own adventure. No day is going to be the same, and I love that about a job. I haven't been as excited about any other job as I am about this one. They told me I'm still about two more weeks out from knowing for sure that I'm hired and can start working, so I'm still in the waiting period. But, the two week delay will be good, because my roommate from sophomore year of college is coming from Iowa to visit for two weeks. I haven't seen her in a long time, so I'm very excited for her to come visit and to catch up with her.

It's been a very interesting and difficult week here. Some things happened on Monday that created a conflict and tension between me and my friend I'm living with. It was a very rough few days, as I was processing through the hurt and battling unforgiveness and not wanting to be here, as well as lies the enemy was telling me. Things are resolved now, I think, but I'm still walking on eggshells to be sure I don't set something else off. It reminds me somewhat of my situation at home. I never thought I'd be here again.

But it let me see perspective. When my friend shared her perspective about what happened, my eyes were opened to be able to see her side of the story. It helped me to understand a bit more why what happened happened, despite the fact that our perspectives differed.

It's important to see someone else's perspective, not just your own. Sometimes, I'm thankful for someone else's perspective.

In the midst of all of this, I'm praying that this job would be confirmation that I'm in the right place. When opposition hits you, it's very easy to doubt the place you're in. It's easy to run. I'm also trying to take each day one at a time, and not worry about tomorrow. I lose perspective when I try to look into the future, even if it is just tomorrow I'm looking at.

I would definitely appreciate your prayers as I continue to wrestle with being here, as well as for this job. Also, pray for friendships. We all long to be known, and it's hard right now to not really be known. But, thankfully, when no one else knows me, Jesus knows me.

Love,
Mindy

The beginning

Last night I was talking to my friend's mom about how bad I felt for not being able to keep in touch with all of the people who have supported me in these last few years. (So, if you're reading this, that's you.) We talked about how life gets busy and most of you have kids and jobs and other things that make staying connected difficult. I mentioned sending out an email and just sending out a mass email every month or so when she suggested setting up a blog for the exact purpose. The more I thought about it, the more I liked it. 

So, that is what this is. This way, there isn't any stress with trying to figure out schedules and time differences so that we can chat and catch up. And, we can stay connected. If you subscribe to this blog, you will receive an email notification in your inbox when I post something new.

You're probably wondering why I titled this blog 'Sojourner'. The dictionary's definition of sojourn is "to stay or reside (in a place) temporarily". I think that sums up the last few years of my life. Since college, I have come and gone from place to place, only ever staying temporarily. I'm in another temporary place as I write this, unsure as to how long I will be here.

So, I begin this tale from the mountains of California. I graduated from Mercy on May 31, 2012, and from there went home for about a week to pack up my things. I then went to Indianapolis to visit my best friend before flying out to CA on June 12th.

Since moving to CA, I have had two job interviews, one of which is looking very promising. If I get the job, I will be an instructor for adults with developmental disabilities, teaching them basic life skills to enable them to become more independent. I had a trial work day on Friday, and this next week I should be called in for a second interview. Hopefully, within the next week or two, I will have a job. 

It's been tough since coming here. I've wrestled with not wanting to be here and with my questions and doubts about whether or not this was the right door to walk through. God is faithful, however, and has put up with my questions and doubts and 'momentary freakouts'. He has shown me that I am in the right place, and I'm trying to walk in trust of that. It's a daily choice of whether to walk in my trust of Him or my understanding. 

I've gone back to the church I visited when I was here last summer and am trying to get involved. I have begun attending a college age small group and it has been great to meet people my own age. Hopefully, it will lead to friendships outside of the study.

I am also an official resident of CA. I applied for my CA driver's license on Tuesday and luckily passed the test. I was not informed about a test, and therefore did not study. I missed the maximum number of questions allowed to still pass: 6. Whew!

Well, I think that's about it for now. Pray for me as I wait to hear about this job. I really want it. Also pray that I would choose to walk in my trust and not my understanding. Also, pray for God's continual provision. 

Love,

Mindy